As a kid my mom always asked me why did I only remember the bad stuff and never anything good? She would also say to me "if you didn't have bad luck you would have no luck at all." 

The answer to her question was... because the bad is what stands out to me and there is something about it that doesn't seem right. 

My entire life seems to have been one negative obstacle after another after another. 

Let me give you a brief outline.

1986 - (17 years old) - Car accident: rear-ended and pushed into the back of a truck. I was driving and my sister and two cousins where in the car too. I broke my foot in two places pushing on the brake so hard trying to stop us from being squished into the back of the truck that was breaking in front of us. The hood of our car folded up right in front of our eyes. The car was totaled. As I hit the stirring wheel and flung back into the seat I could feel my soul pull and snap. 

1990 - Had my purse stolen out of my car while I was standing right beside the car. I pulled into a gas station and had the hood popped opened on my car as there was some sort of car problem. I looked directly in the young man's eyes and he took off. I chased him down a back alley in hopes of getting my purse back. It had the only cash I had on me and ALL of my identity: SS Card, Birth Certificate Card, Drivers License, etc. No one helped me. Everyone just watched. I called the police and instead of being helpful one was trying to hit on me. 

1995 - Two men tried to break into my apartment while I was in bed falling asleep. My cat's eyes grew like saucers while looking at the back door. I was living in a studio apartment in Miami Beach at the time and my bed was at the end of the apartment near the back door. I could see a hand coming in the jalousie window of the door reaching for the doorknob. All of a sudden I heard a voice come from the depths of my insides bellowing out and I scarred them off. 

1996 - Witnessed a Murder/Suicide - this is a whole story in and of itself.

1996 - Lost a job I really loved. I called my immediate supervisor for advice on a project I was working overtime for. He was drunk and slurring his words and told me not to come back. I had been at the company for almost four years. No one from that company ever bothered to check in with me. 

1997 - 1998 - PTSD, Numbed out and couldn't feel 

1999 - Car Repossessed with only one car payment left. The bank I had my car loan through put a $3000 charge on my account saying I didn't have car insurance. I never knew they did this until months later. Finally, one bank worker went over all my statements and told me about the charge. I proved that I did in fact have the car insurance. But this was after the fact. I did get my car back, but in trying to get to the city where my car had been taken I needed to take the train. But I didn't purchase my train ticket correctly and then ended up getting a "jumped the train" ticket to appear in court. 

1999 - Neighbor was shooting my cats with a pellet gun. One cat needed surgery to remove the bullet near his brain. The other cat had a three inch opened wound on the back of her thigh.


I often wondered what in the world was going on in my life. Why was it falling apart? Why was it trying to take me out? 

Why was I being knocked down over and over and over and over?


2000 - Was paying my rent to the landlord's accounting lawyer, but the lawyer was telling my landlord I never paid him. I had to show the copies of the checks I had sent to prove I was in fact paying my rent. 

2000 - Left Miami, a place I called home for almost 13 years. Didn't want to leave but didn't know what else to do. 

2001 - 2013 - Tried to regroup and keep going. Felt lost and disconnected (2006 - had an issue with right breast, was told it was nothing to worry about.)

2014 - Started experiencing issues with my right breast. (The same breast that hit the steering wheel in that accident.) Had foreshadowing visions about my life and that I needed to take action ASAP.

2015 - Diagnosed with breast cancer

2016 - Diagnosed with recurrent breast cancer

2017 - Found another new tumor same breast (this one in the exact spot a botched biopsy had occurred. The machine was dropped straight on my breast flattening it with no space between two plates. I screamed and started crying. A nurse had to sit on top of me for over 20 minutes to get the internal bleeding to stop.)

2019 - Diagnosed with an iffy but stable lymph node near the arm pit of same side as the breast cancer

2023 - The cancer treatment I had been doing for 18 months ended up causing 8 serious side effects which caused more health issues and the treatment stopped working for me. One of the side effects was hand/foot syndrome. The sole of my feet and the palms of my hands were so split, inflamed and painful that I couldn't walk nor stand for almost an entire year. Trying to wash my hair was almost impossible. 


Like I said, one bad thing after another after another after another. And there is more, but you get the idea. 


Among the bad stuff over the years there was of course some good. I always had and still have a close-knit family.  I grew up in the country playing with my sister and cousins. I always had a creative and spiritual nature. Played the trumpet as a teen, illustrated and painted my whole life. I also loved anything about metaphysics. The love of the arts and the supernatural guided my path amongst all the chaos. 

I also grew up in the church, as a Methodist, and loved all the teachings about Jesus and his healing ability. 

Those few good times, "anchors" as I call them, saved me and helped to get me to where I am now... 

WHOLE.

I dove into my art. I dove into my spiritual work. I went with what I had, what was a natural talent for me and let it all develop, unfold and guide me. 

I did the inner work, the self-help work, took too many energy work classes to count, trained in healing modalities and the mind, body, spirit connection, seeked out healer after healer as well as did self-healing. I saw a psychotherapist, psychologist, and a counselor. I hired a: Palm Reader, Body Worker, Psychic, Naturopath, Traditional Chinese Medicine Doctor, Functional Medicine Doctor, Intuitive Medical Doctor, Cancer Coach, Chiropractor and Deliverance minister. Researched German New Medicine. I had and have Conventional Medicine Doctors. I have also worked with Spiritual and Intuitive Biz Coaches as well as follow the teachings of preachers about healing with God's authority.

I've done ALL THE THINGS to help heal and explain my life, health and business. 

I never gave up completely although at times I wanted to and felt I should. 

I have been determined to figure it all out. Something was wrong and I was going to find out what it was and fix it.

Finally, now in June 2025, I am at a point of understanding. I am at a point of insight. And I am at a point of revelation as to what was really happening. I have come full circle.

Hindsight is 20/20 after all. Right?

Let me expand on things a bit more... I have THE answer as to what was happening. The reason(s) behind it all... EVERYTHING (in my opinion) was caused by one thing... Indwelling demons. 

The more I am learning about deliverance and after having done three months of deliverance work, the more I know this is the truth for me. 



There are two points I want to mention:
1) Good souls will get attacked by evil forces. Darkness does NOT want us to win. If you are a sensitive, empath, healer, earth angel, spiritual entrepreneur and biz owner or consider yourself a lightworker, starseed, and/or one of God's Holy Army fighting spiritual warfare etc more than likely you have experienced your own adversities and obstacles that have tried to take you out and have tried to keep you away from: your purpose, your fully embodied power, and from being able to do the good works you have come here to do. 

The darkness does NOT want you to shine your light. 

2) We do have Divine Access and support from God (Source/Creator) and the Holy Spirit to overcome absolutely anything that is thrown at us or trying to take us out.

We HAVE the authority!

Evil does NOT. 

I have learned that:
1) My abilities are in fact gifts of the Holy Ghost
2) We can "kick out"... cast out demons and attachments. These things rob us of who we really are. They distort us and our lives.
3) We can and should fully embody ourselves, our life and our light and be fully in our power. This is our divine right and the natural (original) template of who we were designed as. 

You don't have to suffer.

You can get back on track.

You can overcome.

You can have a fruitful, abundant, healthy and flourishing life. 
 

Love,